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8 helpful questions to challenge your negative self-talk


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What essentially makes you depressed or anxious or angry? Most would say it’s what happens to you that determines how you feel. You were retrenched from work today and are devastated. You were abused by a friend and feel angry and sad. You were ignored by your partner and feel rejected.

Many people, however, including psychologists, now recognise life events play only a small role in how you feel and behave. The real culprits are your thoughts. It’s not what happens to you but how you interpret and think about what happens to you that matters.

Many of our interpretations of events are distorted and this is where cognitive therapy comes in. Cognitive therapy is not about positive thinking. It’s about rational thinking. It’s about learning to identify our interpretations of events, otherwise known as our self-talk, and then learning to challenge the self-talk by examining the cold hard evidence. In effect, we are using our rational brain as a weapon to fight the distortions we are prone to in our everyday interpretations and thinking.

It’s not what happens to you but how you interpret and think about what happens to you that matters.

The idea that our thoughts influence our feelings and behaviour is not a new one. The Greek Stoic Philosopher, Epictitus, born 55 CE, famously once said, “Men are disturbed not by things but by the view which they take of them.” Two centuries later, American psychiatrist Aaron Beck founded the most highly researched and applied therapy of the 20th century based on this idea. Beck called it cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT), cognitive being another term relating to thoughts.

Before developing CBT, Beck worked for many years with depressed patients in the 1950s until he came to wonder if there was more he could do to help his patients. He came to suspect his patients were not revealing certain thoughts that they were only dimly aware of because they weren’t taught to focus on them. So he began to check in on his patients’ momentary thoughts.

For instance, one anxious female patient was openly discussing her sexual conflicts, yet over a long period he made no progress. One day, Beck spontaneously asked her how she was feeling about what she had been discussing. She responded, “I’m not expressing myself clearly … he is bored with me … this sounds foolish … he’ll probably try and get rid of me.”

Beck realised that her anxiety was not from her sexual conflicts but from her self-criticism and fear of being judged. Beck called these kinds of thoughts “self-talk” and said they are often not fully conscious but just below the surface and we have to train ourselves to focus on them.

Identifying your self-talk

Sometimes self-talk is obvious. For instance, you lock your keys in your car for the third time in a week and think, “I’m an idiot. I never remember anything!” Often, however, self-talk isn’t so obvious. We simply just feel emotionally triggered. At these times we can ask ourselves, “What am I thinking right now?” Then write out a stream of consciousness.

For example, say a good friend at work doesn’t say hello and appears to ignore you. You spend the morning feeling flat and worried but can’t pinpoint why. So you write out your stream of consciousness:

“Fran ignored me and is angry with me because I didn’t make lunch last Friday.” This is your self-talk.

Even though self-talk might “feel” like a fact it doesn’t mean it is.

Then you ask the following: Is this a fact or belief? Did Fran directly tell you she was annoyed with you? If the answer is no, then your self-talk is a belief, not a fact, so don’t treat it like a fact. This is often the case. Even though self-talk might “feel” like a fact, it doesn’t mean it is. What’s the evidence to support this self-talk?

This is rational thinking, not positive thinking. So honestly explore whether there is there any evidence to support the idea that Fran is annoyed with you. The answer might be yes — Francis sometimes calls on the weekend and she didn’t last weekend.

Is there any evidence to support the idea Fran is not annoyed with you? Yes, she sent two work-related emails that seemed friendly. She also seems a bit withdrawn from everyone today and preoccupied.

Is there another possible way to view this situation? It’s possible Fran simply didn’t see me this morning. She might be distracted by a problem with her husband or kids or work, or feel unwell, or be in a bad mood for a hundred other reasons.

After examining the evidence, do I feel any different? Usually you feel a little better having looked at the situation more objectively.

Underlying beliefs

Self-talk can also direct you to the underlying negative belief being triggered in a situation. Take the same situation with Fran not acknowledging you at work, but this time you identify different self-talk.

“Fran didn’t acknowledge me because my friendship doesn’t matter to her.” Here you could use this self-talk to discover underlying negative beliefs you hold about yourself. To do this you would ask the following:

Start by assuming your self-talk is correct (which it likely isn’t) and ask, “If this idea is true, what do I think this says about me?” Your answer might be, “It means I don’t matter.”

Next assume this is correct and ask, “If I don’t matter, what does that say about me?” You might think, “It means I’m insignificant, unworthy of others’ love. I’m unlovable.” Hence we’ve identified several negative core beliefs.

Self-talk can also direct you to the underlying negative belief being triggered in a situation.

Asking these questions about our self-talk can direct us to the deeper beliefs we have about ourselves, which likely influence many of our interpretations at an unconscious level. We can then remind ourselves that our original self-talk is coming from an old distorted belief we have about ourselves and is likely not factual. We then could explore other therapies that can help shift these core beliefs, such as schema-focused therapy or EMDR.

Challenging your self-talk may seem time-consuming, but when you take the time to do this you gain tremendous insight into yourself and can become your own therapist. You will likely recognise patterns in your thinking. You may notice, for instance, that you tend to take things personally a lot. Or that you tend to think the worst possible outcomes for situations. Or that you tend to make assumptions about what others are thinking all the time.

Beck identified many common unhelpful thinking patterns. It’s likely that all of us relate to some of these patterns at one time or another. Here are a few.

Unhelpful thinking styles

Black and white/all or none thinking

This is when you see things in black and white — as one extreme or the other. Some examples are:

“If I don’t get really high marks in my exams I’m a complete and utter worthless failure!”

Try replacing this with, “If I don’t get high marks I’ll be disappointed but I know I’m still smart, capable and worthy. I just need to look at what to do differently next time.”

“If I do something that goes against my values — for example, be dishonest — then I’m a shameful, unforgivable person.” Replace with, “I’ll be disappointed in myself but I’m human, still worthy, and I can to use this mistake as feedback to behave differently in future.”

Black-and-white thinking comes when you get really attached to a standard you have for yourself. This causes tremendous pressure on you and feeds your anxiety. If you have black-and-white thinking, sooner or later, realistically, you are not going to meet your rigid high standards. Where does that lead? To depression. So this thinking also feeds depression.

If you hear yourself using a lot of “I should …!” or “I must …!” in your self-talk, it’s likely you are putting too much pressure on yourself and have black-and-white thinking. You can also be black and white about day-to-day activities like getting the house cleaned by noon or building a new cupboard perfectly.

Catastrophising

This involves thinking the worst possible outcome for a situation and is the hallmark of anxiety. Let’s say you are fearful about public speaking and have to present a speech at a wedding. Your self-talk might go like this: “I’ll forget what to say, then say it all wrong. No one will laugh at my jokes. I’ll appear ridiculous, incompetent and be so humiliated the entire night will be ruined and the bride and groom will hate me for ruining their wedding, and no one will talk to me ever again and I’ll never want to show my face in public again!”

If you catch yourself thinking this way, remind yourself you are catastrophising! In reality your speech likely won’t be perfect but the earth won’t open up and swallow you and destroy your life if you make mistakes. Most people are more focused on their own issues to care that much about your performance.

Mind reading

Here you assume you know what people are thinking without clarifying it with them. A friend might not return your call so you tell yourself, “He probably doesn’t like me any more.” Or your boss gives you some feedback to improve your work output and you think, “She thinks I’m completely hopeless and I’m not good enough for this role.”

Mind reading is commonly in the form of taking things personally. Remind yourself these are beliefs, not facts. Examine the evidence and explore whether this thinking relates to a deeper core belief about yourself.

Filtering

When you filter, you pick out one negative detail and forget all the good stuff. Say you attend a party and have some laughs, great food, fun dancing, but make a thoughtless remark to an acquaintance and embarrass yourself. On returning home a friend asks how the party went and you say it was a complete disaster because you embarrassed yourself. You forget all the good parts of the night and focus on the one thing that didn’t go well.

Over-generalising

This is when you have one failure or bad experience and assume it means you will always fail or have a bad experience. You might fail your driving test and think, “I’ll never get my licence! I’m always going to fail!” Or a partner ends your relationship and you think, “I’ll never have a successful relationship. Everyone will always leave me!”

The fact is you failed one driving test and had one failed relationship, no more and no less. You simply can’t predict your future based on this. If you explore what you might do differently next time, you’ll have a better chance of success.

Helpful questions to challenge negative self-talk

Am I jumping to conclusions?

Am I thinking in all-or-none terms?

Am I blaming myself for something that’s not really my fault?

Am I taking something personally that has little or nothing to do with me?

Am I expecting myself to be perfect?

Am I paying attention to only the black side of things?

Am I over-estimating the chances of disaster or exaggerating the importance of events?

Do these thoughts help or hinder me?

Learning to examine your thoughts does not discount the tremendous trauma or difficulties people can experience, and such trauma often requires deeper processing than cognitive therapy. However, no matter what you encounter, there is one thing no one can take from you: your thoughts.

It was Austrian psychiatrist, Viktor Frankl, survivor of the World War II concentration camps, who said, “Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms — to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances.”



 

Sonia Zadro

Sonia Zadro is a clinical psychologist with 20 years’ experience and a freelance writer. She is interested in helping people heal and opening their minds through science.